Something that a lot of my friends don’t realize is that I
got pretty fat for a while.
At my
heaviest, which seemed to be around November of 2009, I topped the scales at
150lbs.
Keep in mind that I’m only 5’3,
and most of my life I spent weighing [significantly] below 120lbs.
I’m still not entirely sure how it
happened.
I do think that living on my
own played a HUGE role in it.
At my
pre-employment physical, I weighed 136 clothed, still heavy for me, but
seriously not too bad.
That was in
May.
Somehow between May and November, I
put on ~15lbs.
That’s HUGE when you lack
in height the way that I do.
15lbs on me
is like 30lbs on someone who’s 5’8.
Unfortunately the best pictures to display me at my heaviest were from a friend's baby shower, and I looked more pregnant than her :( Also, I had my hair dyed red that day. (http://i.imgur.com/aoGyM.png Link for bigger photo)
I was living a pretty sedentary lifestyle at that
point. For some reason I wasn’t working
out regularly, which is strange for me, since I’ve been working out very
regularly since I was 15. Work was slow,
so I was sitting at my desk most of the time, and I’d come home, eat dinner,
and sit in front of the TV or my computer, and talk to Derek until I fell
asleep (we didn’t live together yet at this point). I just led a boring, sloth-like
lifestyle. And that HAS to be what did
it.
Once Derek moved in, late November 2009, actually, we
started to make some changes. We both
started watching what we ate WAY more, working out more, and even got a WiiFit
to play at home to get some fun exercise in instead of sitting and watching TV
all night. This actually helped a lot,
weird as it may sound. I think I got
down to about 138 at my lowest during that point in our life, and it didn’t
take THAT long. Just a couple months,
but it goes to show you what finally getting off your ass can do! …And then we bought our house and my weight
fluctuated between 138 and 145 for about a year L
Seriously, it was like my body did NOT want to get any lower
than 138. I was miserable, and depressed
about it. After we got engaged we really
started to try to get into wedding shape, we were P90X’ing regularly, eating “healthy”,
I kept my daily calorie intake to usually at or a bit under 1000 calories a
day, but nothing was happening. Granted,
I was probably gaining muscle and losing fat a bit, because I was noticing my
tone starting to come back, THANK GOD.
But the scale wasn’t moving.
I reached the breaking point at my first wedding dress
fitting, I was SO excited to try it on, and when I did, it just wasn’t
right. It wasn’t too small, or like I
couldn’t fit into it or something, it just didn’t look as good as the samples I
tried on. It didn’t fit right, and it
didn’t look nearly beautiful enough for me to wear at our wedding. I almost started crying on the drive
home. I had to try something new. I needed to figure out a way to get back to
kind of shape I used to be in. I needed
help.
Enter Dave. Dave is a
good friend of mine who was in Costa Rica with me for 2 months in 2007, and for
some reason still talks to me. He knows
A LOT about nutrition and exercise, so I tend to ask him for advice often,
while also getting angry at him because he gives out advice when I don’t ask
for it either! But that’s just Dave, he’s
a good guy. Anyhoo, I turned to
him. I told him I needed to lose 10lbs
asap. Like, in a month, before my next
dress fitting, asap. And I told him he
had to help me, and no was not an acceptable answer. He warned me I wasn’t going to like what he
had to say…but it would work. There is
really no way it wouldn’t…Keto. A
Ketogenic diet. What the fuck is
that? No carbs. Stop eating fruit every damn day. He got mad at me because I tried to make him
make me a meal plan…he refused. So
instead he pointed me to r/keto, and I did my homework. Shit looked easier than I thought!!! I love meat and veggies! Tuna, eggs, steak, TACO BOWLS, cheddar, I
could DO this! So I did, and so did
Derek. By managing to keep my net carb
intake to, on average, under 20g a day, the weight melted off. For the first time in years, I was starting
to feel a sense of accomplishment. I was
still working out also, so the weight was coming off, and I was toning, and I
was finally starting to feel good about myself again. In about a month, I lost around 7lbs. I got down to just above 130. I was happy, my next dress fitting went SO
much better, and the dress looked gorgeous.
But I wasn’t done yet ;)
I kept it up, and by the wedding I got to 127. I hadn’t been that weight since early senior
year of college. I was ecstatic. Derek was around 200lbs also, and looking
pretty trim and sexy I may add! This “diet” really is easy to maintain. You allow yourself cheat days once and a
while, where I usually shove pizza or nachos in my face, or Melting Pot the
shit out of myself. So it’s not like you
say bye bye forever to some of your favorite things. They are just SO much better when you get
them now.
Fast forward to now.
It’s been 8 months since the wedding, and my weight was fluctuating
again. +10lbs from the honeymoon (I
drank fruity sugary drinks and ate fried plantains with every meal, sue me),
lost about 5 of it, then came the dreaded Holiday season, impossible to keep
weight down…teetered from 130-135 mostly.
I needed to change things again.
Enter gym nut Jo-Ellen. I wanted
to turn back into what I used to be, the “If I don’t work out today I hate
myself” Jo-Ellen. Plus, I was getting
boobs soon and knew I’d be out of commission for a while, had to get in
shape. So with the help of my amazing,
sexy, loving, supportive husband, we started gyming it up about 5X a week. Doing some workouts together as well. So right before my surgery, I was 129, with
some killer abs. I was pumped. Until now.
I thought THAT was great. My goal weight for years has been 125. Well, I’m 125.4 and should probably take a
picture of myself in my yoga pants and sports bra, all flexing and shit, because
I look fantastic and I’m not afraid to brag.
I have been working SO hard for this, and the fact that I’m finally
getting back to where I can be comfortable with myself is absolutely fantastic. I’m proud of me, so I don’t care if I may
come off as being obnoxious or bragging or whatever, because I feel good about
myself again.

Since it was requested, here is a repost of me at 129, right before my surgery. Quite a transformation thus far!